Grr I couldn't stand my anthro wolf character! Because when i drew my anthoro wolf character's frontal face and she really LOOK like a CAT! ><X I am good at drawing full side and 3/4 side face execpt frontal! One of my classmate mistaken it that she drew of a cat for me because my own character looked like a cat im like .....that is not a cat. It's a wolf! Ugh! Im trying to figure out and struggled to make draw to make look she's a FULLY WOLF as frontal face! *sighs* It's really frustrating and annoying! Wasting my time...

My tummy was also annoyed because it was been gain weight plus tummy aches! Ugh Im trying to LAID off fat food and i hate it when my mom tried to tempt me that she asked me if i want to eat chocolcate! God that's it! F*(* junkfoods and fried foods! Im gonna execrise my abs off! I really fed up and had enough of it. I feel i want to cut my guts off....seriously!

Lest we forget. Our Canadian soilders rest in peace from the world war 1 and 2. They frought and died for our freedom. The poppies laid on their graves.

I remember that my italian grandfather frought the war and retired after war ended. But now he was resting in peace from March 2001. RIP my grandfather, Domenico. My family and I always will remembering you.

God bless them.

Oh................my.............God! It was very scary hunting movie ever i saw. Damn i feel bad for that two couples are having nightmare from a demon spirit tortured them. It's true story! It's like when a demon spirit grab your leg and drags you out of room or bite you! And like a demon enter in your body and control you! Omg it's sooo scary! My hands shaking when i typed my text msg phone. I won't able sleep! But it scared me when i go in the subway right after movie done, my freind and his friends went to transfer other subway and i was alone with passenagers. Then a gangster boy walks cross passed me and went to other subway from the end which he not supposed allowed then happend the subway stopped for twenty mins! All of sudden, my legs and hands shaking in fear and my heart beating heavy. I was freaking out that i thought the subway was been hijacking or something bad happend. I thought i picked the wrong time and wrong place because of the real scary movie! After 20 mins passed the subway finally moved after cops arrested the boy for break the rule in subway. When the subway moved, the light went off then back one like one seconds. Omg! I was freaked out because it just like that from movie when the light went on then off. *shudder* Freaky! I don't know if i can sleep but i recommend you not to watch this because this is totally nightmare ever. That movie is almost reminds me of excorist of Emily Rose. Paranormal activity movie record happend since from Oct 2006! Ugh it was awful hunting story. Ugh i dont' wanna watch other real movie or future true story like 2012 movie! It will give me bad panic and negative thoughts.

You guys sure that you wanna watch movie? Trust me it'll be nightmare in ur head....God me and my friend were so frighting!

I want to be stay postive right now since my stress and depress levels went too high and don't want risk my health because i've noticed my health went change diffrently but i felt something's not right about my heart. My heart went beating heavily when i was stress or panic or depress....So I want to stay healthy, be happy and eatting well. Im going to try break my bad habits like junk food, watching computer (i will go on computer for just few times and not stay on too much), anger and stress. My goal to: be postive, eat well, sleep well and exercise sometimes. I want to laugh love and live! Also i like to find good activties like massage, basic yoga, or something like that. If you guys have ANY good suggestions to help me to relief from stress and depress then i'll be very happy to heard from you! ^^ I just wanna see myself be happy and don't want my health problem. I want to be peaceful to others too and avoid ANY conflicts. So yeah that how i want to.

Ugh I am so depressing and little bit stressing because of my damned life. I have lots of reasons are: money problem, gender disorder (heavily obessed about myself which i hate myself), heavy load of homeworks from 3 schools and shit things. I tried invite some of my friends to come over my place for halloween party but they CHOSE other friend which i don't close very much over my party. I felt like it's not fair that they already went to a freind's place for like MANY times! *sighs* Plus im being uninivited either because i knew no one willing invite me for halloween party same as last year plus no one will come or invited me for new year of 2009. They don't understand about me anymore or how i felt.

One thing I REALLY hate myself as being girl. Being girl is lots of responsbilty than man. Sometimes i hate being girly. I still am a tomboy and nothing changes. If i was a boy then i would have flirt lots of cute girls plus chillin with cool men. That i want to be a male but god chose me as girl. How am i going to accept this? I couldn't....It's just a pain because some asshole exboyfriends dumped me like a old rag doll.

Money....god it is big problem because last time i took 2 months off for whole summer camp which i regreted a BIG TIME! If i have no work for like 2 months, my money will go low fast than before. I had hard time to try save money for educations, buses, supplies and other stuff. But i wasn't very happy when my mom asking me to take day off for 3 stupid weddings, my brat cousin's stupid music concert! HELLO mom! Why you don't go there and leave me alone! I don't wanna go ANYWHERE and i need fucking earn more money from work! God my mom don't understand!!

I've been deperessing and stressing in almost a week. I talked negative about myself and i almost felt want to kill myself because i couldn't take it anymore! I just hate it! God i think i want to ran away from Canada and don't wanna come back...Ugh! Gaddamnit!